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I’m as smart as God wants me to be

I keep reminding myself of that statement (the title of this journal entry) that I'm as smart as I'm supposed to be. But still, I wish I was as smart as I used to be :(  which apparently I'm not … Continue reading

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It is how it is

Can I just say that things are not going so great? I’m in the hospital most days of the week. I’m usually home in the weekends. Until about tuesday, when it all goes bad again and I have to go … Continue reading

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1 October

One: I’ve come to the realization that my plans will have to change. I’ve missed 4 weeks of school. The first 4 months (so I’ve already missed 1/4th of that) are supposed to be for preparing your field-research, together with … Continue reading

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Don’t know the date, probably the 7th

Yesterday was the first time I cried in all these weeks. I think it was the valium. That and all the blood, and discomfort, and I guess you could say pain. They tried to stuff something down my nose that … Continue reading

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 one of the (stupid) things I liked about America is the overload of ice available there (for the bruises, you know). and you can get it almost anywhere. so if you’re out and someone (me) gets hurt, you can just … Continue reading

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 I remember when everything seemed like such a big deal – when everything seemed stressful, and scary, and just a big deal. …for example, having to buy something I had never bought before. Where would I buy it? would I … Continue reading

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postsecret

If I thought that God was a feeling of meaning and purpose to my life, a feeling of contentment and wholeness, then I would have to conclude that he is gone. He stayed in America. Never made it across the … Continue reading

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accident

i didnt write last week because i was in the hospital. …if you would like more information about that you can email or send a message on facebook. well i can give a brief summary i suppose. fell with bike … Continue reading

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Protected: it happened again

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Protected: Dear God,

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